How embarassing ><"

been through the two days of orientation..

and today is the very first day of my class! (:

It sounds so so cool right..

but hold on...

know wat happen today??

omg...it's the very first day of my class...

too it's the very first day that i got my auntie visit...

well..

im actually not worried bout that cause i had really nice breakfast this morning...

and im sure that i will be allright..

besides the regular pain that i'd always suffer from...

somehow...

it's overall fine for me...

but when im walking to the foodcourt nearby my college

im feeling so unwell that i could barely stand the pain...

ordered lam mee..

but i cant actually eat couse im feeling thrown up...

and when i decided to go to the sick bay...

which was literally on-leave everyday...

things happen...

i stand up and feel like

"hey..im feeling dizzy"

forcing myself to walk further...

and i feel like..

"omg..i cant see coz anything is BLUR!!"

trying to calm myself down and keep on walking...

even im not quite sure whether my legs are functioning well or not...

i just keep walking...

and i end up...

"hey...i cant see a thing cause im black out!!"

POP...i fell and that's it...

in a food court...

millions of ppl watching..

and i FELL==

OH GOD U KNOW HOW EMBARASSING IT WAS???

i bet u dunt noe...

my friends said that im sweating like hell and i look very damn pale...

im so sorry to freak them up...

SOWWIE=(

but i just cant figure out why i actually faint...

a caring friend of mine did a checklist for me so that i wunt faint again..

and i did follow all the R&R...

let's scan through the checklist...

1.每天要吃饱饱的早餐才可以出门...checked!(i've got really nice breakfast)

2.要随身带chocolate...checked!!

3.每晚要睡6个钟或以上....checked!!(i actually did sleep for 6 and a half hours yesterday=)

4.来不可以喝冷的吃辣的...checked!!!(i dun have the chance to eat lar lol)

5.不要给自己晒太久太阳...checked!!

6.要记的每天至少喝两瓶水..fail to do so=(....

ok...i just cant get it...

but guess i'll hv to get back to the doctor...

there's sth in my ovary according to the CT scan report...

somehow the doctor did asked me to go back to her but i just ignore...

thinking that there's no big deal...

seems not now....

it's not the same feeling...

yes i did fainted quited often

but this time it just doesn't seems to be the same...

honestly im worried...wat if sth bad's happening?=(

god bless me...

today is not a very good day...

im not healthy today...

xmlp is unhappy today..

cwlp have her prob....

yang is facing her probs too..

so conclusion: it's really not good... :'(

and the only good thing that happened today is that YUAN came to sunway and do MUFY together!!

im so so happy and excited that i nearly scream when i saw her!!^_^

wo jin tian hen xiang ni baobei...

2335...22 March