I love the way our hand twinned together

today is not a good one...sorry if i mislead u...not good in sense of the inner part of me....not the day...the first day going back to school is great somehow...meet everyone's familiar again...getting the busy school life back...once again...or maybe i shall say over and over again...kays...back to the point...im struggling today...kind of dazed by many thoughts spinning around...and i dont really think im good in handling this...i cant rearrange and reset all of them...i talk to mum...but finally realise that my ability to express myself is degressing...or maybe i dont exactly know what the hell problem i do had...i think the second explanation was the true answer...im just...confuse...yes...im confuse with many thoughts that i had towards my true self and the unknown miserable future...i shall have a really good rest tonight...tomorrow when i wake up...and smile to the mirror as usuall...guess i'll be fine again...positive....and i did something really great...which is very cool i think....i kill my sunday reading twilight and i enjoy it so so much...know what..i dont really like to mix around...guess i have a very bad personalities...im too not good in that...i know i know...im weird right...but u cant deny that things always get complicated when more and more brilliant creatures with extremely smart brains named human get involved with one another...of course i didnt hated to mix around...hang out..and have fun...in fact i love it...nobody likes to be a lonely freak and rot right?...but just a lil while...after the very little while...i dont think i appreciate hanging out with people...sometimes my bed or books..even movies are much more better...

and a very good news..
i decide to register myself to the 30-feminine
i swear i wont faint..promise(:
and will bring my lovely bunch of friends together with me!
*big claps and round applause!*

i will be extremely serious in my studies in the 2nd semester...
i cant afford to lose anything....
not a single one..
pressure...but still acceptable...adjustable...affordable..i still have some quotas for it(:
and no worries i'll stay positive and be happy even the 2nd sem would be quite a hard one..

YAYAYAS
lets have a shower and get into bed..
love and best regards my friends..
and for the beloved you in the US...
nite nite

2200...5 July