Not that bad after all

I didn't end up breathing hard

normal body temperature and still..pretty as ever *cough cough :P*

neither encounter any sickness from non-fb

Apparently im not that addicted to fb as i thought i was

it's kinda cool thing to discover this fact

though i was thinking of reactivating my account from time to time..haha

especially when i got tons of photo but no where to upload

and my mum's quite upset cause she can no longer update on me whenever she likes on her ipad

*i just found out that she's stalking me!!! my fb page is one of the top icon on her ipad..haha*

everything seems to be going smooth for me

well except im suffering from hfmd...which i think is not a severe problem...i will get well eventually ..

but i got this feeling of uncertainty

like something's swirling inside my mind

like it was keeping me off my track

and telling me something bad is going to happen soon...

it echoes "we are not okay at all......"

and i know exactly what's that about..

i hope hfmd affects the hormone too..and these will turn out to be the hormone imbalance fault

skipped class today cause i cant even walk properly with the red dots on my foot

so im gonna sleep now and head to class tomorrow*bu yao zu zhi wo!*

i hope that feeling will disappear as i wake up tomorrow

like the pine tree gradually invisible and sank into darkness as i watched for quite some time beside the lake...i hope this would happen to me at that instant...

i really am willing to give out my very very best

so please be fine

if it still turns out bad

i guess there's nothing more i can do

and that would be definitely killing painful..at least for me..it sure will be...

so tell me it's perfectly fine

tell me i will not get lost would you?

1331...21 July