i feel like im a big big big dummy
i envy those who can be carefree and yell out i dun care bout this this that that
i hope i could be one of them saying things like
"you know, this is just not my priority in life, i can have it, but i won't feel a thing without it"
AWWH...! =(
i care bout things...way too much than i should
and i hook up
and do crazy things
and emotion swings
eventually i got myself trapped
but im just so sorry
i care for it..and without doubt they will be my priority
i cant help i just love them more than anything else
ppl and not to mention my likes
oh god watever
im just wondering how can some of them be so calm and rational
these two things don't seems to exist within my soul -.-''
and this reminds me of lyrics of a song
我是该好好学习
说忘了就把你忘记
could a normal person forget someone else that easily?
we are humans not robots aren't we? *still confuse*
and one of my frens told me this is called rational
dude....i barely can let go of my ex after we broke up and that lasts for like a year...
and im sad of the death of my pet dog and eat vege for 3 months
i guess im way too 感情丰富
到有点无可救药的地步==
yap i definitely am jealous
of those who are rational
or at least could pretend they are rational and cry alone in their bed after the tiring play
i couldnt even pretend to be rational and calm..lol
i can imagine how funny it is
a girl smiling saying "i dont care, this is nothing, im done with it, im fine"
maybe with a cocktail..try to sounds cool..
but with tears flowing...lost of control...
believe me...this is going to be real funny and akward
the whole picture seems so wrong to me -.-''''''
so i conclude the ability to be rational calm cold-blooded as a super power
well it do exist
but not everyone posses it
i dont need super power
im not superwoman and didn't plan to be one
maybe minor power will do
minor power is good enuff for me
increase the level of eq a lil more
=)
ps: ily
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