我没有很喜欢今天

everyone is tired today...

showing a dull face...

written"I'M EXHAUSTED" on our forehead

yuan..

ting...

gladys..

so do i...

expressionless...

guess the lecturers was quite curious on wat had happened

dont feel like doing ANYTHING...

four of us barely even talked...

too lazy to open our mouth and split out a single word...

why??

well that's what i would like to ask too...

i didn't get enuff sleep...

but why were they too seems so blue...?

ting is not feeling so well today...erm..i dunno furthermore...

pardon me...

im too lazy to ask today..

neither of em asked me..

guess they were lazy too...

btw...

i've met a joker in sunway..

my english lecturer is so cute=D

(i don't remember his name...)

can i described him as a..

jumpy funky gorilla??

oh yes he is...=)

can u imagine??

weiii weii wei...

no offence ar...

i didnt mean anything bad...

i truly sincerely thinks that he is cute k?

he likes to tell lame jokes and DO expect us to laugh

and the students will end up like *rolling eyes*

he cant control when he's laughing and seems like he cud stop breathing anytime...

he laughs like a horse...maybe a lil cartoonish...

he care for his students so much though i don't think he actually knows our names...

even who the hell we areXD

so what..he take good care of us that's it...

conclution : He's great...!!

stressful life needs some entertainment and joyful people around to keep us shining happily=)

and..

had Chemmy Topic Test today
hope i will not flunk..
god bless me...=)

erm..i broke a beaker today..

no worries im not hurt...

it's really not my day...

yuan too broke a filter funnel..

aiyor..dunno wat's going on today lar...=(

mcc...

i get to know some new friends yesterday..

we were a team participating telematch...

and haha guess wat...

one of the game was tuck of war!!

i told yue this morning and she was like..

"DUH...APA NI...KAMU KAH??

this girl didnt contribute much energy (though i've tried my best><'') Plus!! later if she faint summore her friends have to take her to the sick bay...

Tell ur lecturer it's better to let you stay aside and just cheer for your team...hahaha(laugh till her pants off)..."

haha..sounds a lil fish but im so so agree with her...=D

anyway=)we won!

and i finally found out that there are a big difference between friends in CH and college...

feeling weird knowing these few guys==

weird in sense of my feeling not them....

thay are perfectly normal...great...some even are friendly...

but it's just not the same compared to my friends in CH...

maybe CH kias have a lil more passion for friends (:

and i miss them much

haih..watever...

i'll stay happy everyday so who cares=D

Today i received a letter from khidmat negara (Big Big sad face):

im the selected second batch of dummies...

and my lucky selected camp was Sarawak...

the letter clearly states that i should gather in bukit jalil on 27 of March in the morning...

take the bus..and a flight to Sarawak...

in case it's not obvious enuff...XD (ignore my sampatness..i noe it's obvious enuff)

I MISS IT!!

wat i gonna do is...

go to the G clinic on this coming Monday and get a certified report or letter or stuff like that..

hopefully i can escape from NS..

i hate NS...

for millions of reasons...

excuse me but i sincerely dont think it's fun...sowwie=(

(it's just my own opinion i know there are some who enjoys NS much :)

it's boring...

meaningless...

the food sucks...

i dont have positive thoughts towards our G

..blah blah blah....

blah blah blah..(stuff like dat...)

the main reason is...

my parents are worried...

it's not that they pampered me as if im 3..

but who knows what is going on in the camp...

it's nt supervised by anyone...

you get what i mean?

anything could happen...

and there are some cases that proved that my parents worries are not unreasonable

too am i...

god who knows what is going to happen...

so..

i'll pray=)

did someone just said that 99% of the things that you were worrying will not come true...?

haha...

i will be so so so worried bout my NS these few days..

so please dont come true! =D

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