hey ya =)

wooooooooooi people (=
well i seems to be emo yesterday..
kay spot the key word..
SEEMS..
im not lar all dearies...
no worries for me..
and sob sob..
touched...
i have u all that really care for me and i love u all much ..muackx! ♥
there's no point spending my time to be an emo freak...
i would rather spend my time thinking many sweet and happy memories (:
or just for your info i have tons TONSS TONS of homework waiting patiently for me laying on my glorious desk XD..which i don't really love them much..
so i shall and will use my time wise
agree?
YES!!

but...
i have no idea how to do chemmy...=(
staring at the manual...
and the manual literally stares back at me...
fine i know i just sounds weird...
bare with me coz im so fed up with my DO-NOE-HOW-TO-DO-EMOTION!
i need to seek help from kelvin uncle or dear kejian ad...
orelse i will be dead person in the coming topic test...
I don't know where i get this feeling from...
but i feel that im getting more stupid and my brain doesn't seems to be functioning as well as it use to be...
(maybe it has never been functioning well) XD
what the hell had happen...?? ):

jimui ar...i miss it when u are around and i hv no worries for my chemmy or physee and maths at all...but now im very guai lui...i do hw and study by myself =)

if u have ever notice my blog..
well in case u r new to me...
i had an eye infection a week ago..
when i thought i had completely recover from it..
it got back to me again today...
gatal sangat o kamu tau tak??
jadi oo...kena tukar semua..bantal comforter etc etc...
moga-moga la saya boleh recover...
WAT..??!!!? is lik dat de laar..
im malaysian mar...
rojak lar..
li la lor mar...
is like dat de mar...
XD

kay..i know im annoying in this post...
sorry=)

tomorrow my maid is going back to indonesia...
she has been taking care of me since im standard 5...
looking at me in primary school uniform...
and then my secondary school uniform...
finally i said goodbye to UNIFORMS...
she has been a very nice kakak...
though sometime very noty...
u noe..all those old kakak will do stuff...
but to me it's understandable..
we are humans(:
my mum is the one who got headache sometimes..haha
im a very lucky girl..
i got a kakak to look after of me ever since im a baby...
and i end up know NOTHING about housework...shameful to say so...><
erm..my mum decide not to hire a new kakak..
since im not a baby anymore..haha...
that means i have to learn to take care of the housechores myself..
it must be tiring..
but it's a responsibility...=)
i hope my kakak will be good...
and finally she could see her son...
back to her kampung...
she said she wants to open a restaurant...
and hope her parents can lead a more comfortable life...
she said she came from a very poor family...either the whole village...
terima kasih kakak...
may god bless you with joy and love in your precious everyday(:

I noe it...
i will cry tomorrow in the airport..):

thanks if u made it here...
since this post is so annoyingXD
i gotta continue working out my hw tomorow...
and for you...
have a nice nice day..or a sweet sweet dream ya...(:
a smile for you ♥
just in case u may need it..
and hope it would lighten up your day!

0152...17 April