well it has nothing to do with fall...i'm just trying to say something duh
bored of this blogskin..
mmhm...tried sth new lately and i kinda like it*i hope i can write it out but i cant*
i shop quite a lot...*half broke but satisfied* :P
celebrated halloween..a very new thing to me..it's interesting and fun :)
and the weather is changing...its chilly cold out there...
i think that this is the perfect weather to fall in love...
like it would be great if you got something warm in this weather
but...i'm satisfied with a mug of hot coco or cappuccino latte :)
you dont always need a big hands or hugs to keep your hands warm
something new lately would be...
i bump into a few americans
i do mean americans that would go party...hang out..stuff that i can see in the tv
i tend to keep distance from them when i first got here for obvious reason
i miss my old life so much and i refuse to change...and i was in the great depression mode and i got all those thinking like im afraid that i would change my own personality and culture or thoughts sort of sort of things etc. etc. *i just cant get enough of those negative thinking by that time..silly me...im not aware that ppl who truly loved me will have faith in me and just understand me*
erhem...back to the topic..i really do feel the difference between us...
it's a collision of culture and thoughts
they are much more straight forward and passionate
i can say they are easier to handle than asian friends when u first met them because they dont hide things and you dont have to guess and you wont have to 假假很客气一下酱...everything just seemed to happen by itself...joyfully and pretty neat...
but it's hard to get real close to actually talk something deep...and...i think trust are not easily developed.. all we do are parties and get crazy...everyone is an independent figure and you yourself is responsible of yourself...
i liked both ways
great news is i could now adapt to both culture and understand both culture :)
and even other cultures like korean and africans...the states is like the big blend machine of countries and cultures you can almost find anything you need there..*provide that you do love to explore new cultures*
i refuse to do so at the beginning wishing i will never leave my comfort zone and now realize that since im here i can do nth good to change this situation so i will have to adapt to it and like it...what so called 适应困境并且喜欢它(credits to my sanjie and my brilliant brain ;)
oh yeah and i can speak korean quite well now *well not literally..random words perhaps :P*
这两天有一个想法一直在脑里绕
不懂是好事还是坏事
心绪不宁
可能只是和荷尔蒙影响
虽然我也不懂哪来的荷尔蒙啦
1451...4 November
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